Sunflower days: Archive

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Sep 30th

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Please.

Please if you don’t like something, don’t just sit there, smoking pot, complaining. Stand up and fight. I believe in you to do it.

Sep 29th

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Helpless

I messaged you tonight. I apologized four times. I feel like I should say it again. I’m sorry. I’m sorry you can’t stand my love. I’m sorry I messaged you. I’m sorry I can’t help. I’m sorry I just think about me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

Sep 29th

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Lately I have realized the waiting is hurting more than if you just told me you don’t love me.

Sep 28th

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I keep hoping that I will see at Walmart or some other grocery store. But then I’m glad I’m so oblivious when I’m walking around. I have no idea what I would say or do. Would I yell your name and then want to run? Would I try to sneak up behind you, beg you not to turn around so I can hug you? Do you have these thoughts too?

Sep 28th

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Just a story consideration...

I have been searching for you since I died. Dying was easy, I was so high on the drugs, I didn’t feel a thing. But this place I ended up, it hurts. It hurts that I don’t know where you are. It hurts that I can not grow old with you. I still love you even though I am gone. Are you still in love with me?

Sep 28th

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Sep 27th

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Oh Boy, You're Still On My Mind

Today is one of those days. I want to step into the lake and keep walking. I want some weed to numb my brain. I want to stop thinking about you. I want to stop loving you. I want the easy way out. But then, I don’t regret any moment, any longing. I still want you just as much as I did the first day I saw you.

Sep 27th

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You are lurking in the corners of my dreams.

Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

28 notes

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Sep 25th

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Heartache is the greatest inspiration

Sep 25th

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Oh Love, the songs you have left on my phone, Cinema the skrillex remix Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade Pins and Needles by Billy Talent What a downfall

Sep 24th

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Sep 24th

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Sep 23rd

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Sep 23rd

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Sep 23rd

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Sep 22nd

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Sep 22nd

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Sep 22nd

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Sep 22nd

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Sep 22nd

Music I want you to know Love, all of The Devil and God are Raging Inside Me by Brand New. Is it even close to the poetry of your soul?

Sep 22nd

The hardest part about waiting is knowing I am powerless to help you. Not only because you don’t want my help but because I can’t possibly ever know the pain you are in.

Sep 22nd

Am I still considered delusional if I am already aware that I am?

Sep 22nd

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